Sister

I told my sister about a lot of the shit I felt yesterday. I showed her my last blog entry because when I tried to type out a lot of the shit I was feeling I really couldn’t. It’s just one of those things you can't really do again. There's a word for that that I can't remember what it was. She told me that that shit was on the news over in Florida too. Must have been national. She said. actually Let me just

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Hey Sandra

CH34TCOMMANDOS: hey champ

CH34TCOMMANDOS: is this about the incident? cos if so mom and dad told me about it

CH34TCOMMANDOS: was on the news too

SL1PKNOT-SUX: You’re in Florida though

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Is it really that widespread?

CH34TCOMMANDOS: yeah

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Wow

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Jesus fucking christ

SL1PKNOT-SUX: I actually wanted to talk to you about something thats like

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Mostly related but

SL1PKNOT-SUX: It might just be a me thing I don’t know

SL1PKNOT-SUX: I’m involved in a way where I can be written out with no real consequence

CH34TCOMMANDOS: did you know the kid?

SL1PKNOT-SUX: I don’t know how to fucking answer that

SL1PKNOT-SUX: I like just became friends with one of his friends

CH34TCOMMANDOS: okay slow your roll

CH34TCOMMANDOS: dont pass out on your keyboard

SL1PKNOT-SUX: God dammit Sandra stop bringing that up

CH34TCOMMANDOS: lawl

CH34TCOMMANDOS: but lets take this one step at a time before you have a fucking heart attack

CH34TCOMMANDOS: 1

CH34TCOMMANDOS: im glad youre making friends even if the circumstances are really really unfortunate

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Not the time

CH34TCOMMANDOS: its worth celebrating keith

CH34TCOMMANDOS: especially since we havent talked since i left

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Not my fault

CH34TCOMMANDOS: oh my god stop getting so defensive

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Sorry

CH34TCOMMANDOS: dude its fine

CH34TCOMMANDOS: anyway

CH34TCOMMANDOS: 2

CH34TCOMMANDOS: its honestly not really your problem at least for now

CH34TCOMMANDOS: which sounds bad but realistically the only thing you can do is help your friend through this rough patch in his life

CH34TCOMMANDOS: whats his name

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Johnny

CH34TCOMMANDOS: johnny okay

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Actually

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Can I send something that sorta explains how I feel about the whole situation

CH34TCOMMANDOS: huh yeah okay

SL1PKNOT-SUX: http://www.geocities.com/sl1pknot-sux/Port/438921

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Don’t look at anything else

CH34TCOMMANDOS: looking

CH34TCOMMANDOS: can i give constructive criticism on your html for a moment

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Fucking hell

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Okay

CH34TCOMMANDOS: two main things come to mind

CH34TCOMMANDOS: ones a critique and ones a suggestion

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Spit it out fucking broad

CH34TCOMMANDOS: oooookay champ

CH34TCOMMANDOS: first of all i really dont think blinding lime green is a good div color

CH34TCOMMANDOS: second i would personally have a sidebar so that people can browse your entries better

SL1PKNOT-SUX: That’s so much fucking work though

CH34TCOMMANDOS: third is you need to watch your gosh dang language kid

SL1PKNOT-SUX: CAN YOU TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY

CH34TCOMMANDOS: in a moment

SL1PKNOT-SUX: FUCKING GOD

CH34TCOMMANDOS: fourth thing is

CH34TCOMMANDOS: oh whoops i forgot

CH34TCOMMANDOS: fifth thing is you should start asking me for html help

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Are you gonna take the feelings jam shit seriously now

CH34TCOMMANDOS: listen if ive learned anything from being around a bunch of mentally unstable art students and you its that humor is essentially just dispel curse

CH34TCOMMANDOS: get used to me being a sarcastic jerkoff cuz humor always wins

CH34TCOMMANDOS: dont you feel a lot less tension

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Please god never say “tension” when talking to me

SL1PKNOT-SUX: But sort of yeah

CH34TCOMMANDOS: okay now is the time for the government mandated feelings jam

CH34TCOMMANDOS: did dad really scream retarded mexicans?

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Yeah

SL1PKNOT-SUX: He honestly got worse when you left

CH34TCOMMANDOS: honestly

CH34TCOMMANDOS: hed do that prior anyway

CH34TCOMMANDOS: also do you really think of yourself that way

SL1PKNOT-SUX: How do you want me to view myself

SL1PKNOT-SUX: It’s accurate

CH34TCOMMANDOS: would a coked out toe suckling dog skinning hobo have a real life human friend that isnt a schizoid hallucination

CH34TCOMMANDOS: much less someone youd consider cool with your insane standards

SL1PKNOT-SUX: I suppose not

CH34TCOMMANDOS: yeah exactly

CH34TCOMMANDOS: take the stick out of your ass and be a man

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Okay

CH34TCOMMANDOS: also you really shouldnt care about what the news are saying

CH34TCOMMANDOS: they care more about the spectacle of a kid going inexplicably missing than his actual wellbeing

CH34TCOMMANDOS: aw shit hold on im being dragged to a party

CH34TCOMMANDOS: wanna put this conversation on hold

SL1PKNOT-SUX: I guess

SL1PKNOT-SUX: See you

CH34TCOMMANDOS: nice to hear from you keith

CH34TCOMMANDOS: also youareanidiot.org? great choice

SL1PKNOT-SUX: Thanks