Feels fucking weird

There’s been so much happening lately that it’s gotten really hard to cram it all down into blog posts. Doesn’t help that it feels like my memory’s gotten worse. I get home and I don’t remember what I did at school. I don’t remember what I learned. All I really remember is my conversations with Johnny during lunch. I guess you can’t really call them conversations. Sandra told me to try and help him through the shit he’s going through but how do I do that? I just accidentally eat my own words because I don’t know what to say. We have messaged each other to be honest but its just kind of off topic nothing. I mentioned this blog to him and I realized that that was kind of a bad idea because I talk about him behind his back. Fuck I’m doing that right now. Sorry if you somehow find this web site. He did say something that kind of surprised me though. He said that it reminded him of someone he knows. Sent me a link to another blog that apparently had a bunch of traffic. It looks like traffic spiked after Mike went missing.

I wonder what he meant when he sent this blog to me? He didn’t explain because he had to sign off because his mom was “being a huge retard”. I read more and more about Shadow (he misspelled Zangetsu and he calls himself a Bleach fan???) and he just looks like a hyper ironic guy.

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