The Unquestionable Truth

Woke up this morning to Limp Bizkit’s EP releasing. Thank god for good news because goddammit. I need something good to happen especcially after yesterday and speaking of which my head still hurts when I think about it and I don’t know if that’s good or not. Honestly I feel really stupid. It’s no big deal so why am I throwing a fit? But nobody wants to hear me whine so fuck this shit Fred Durst wouldn’t want me to be a pussy so I won’t. Apparently Wes Borland is back for this album(?) He’s a great guitarist and its great to see him back. I forgot what happened that made him split from the band but that doesn’t really matter. Holy shit. I just realized that Sandra’s in florida and their based in florida. I need to ask her to go to one of their concerts because I won’t be able to until I become an adult fucking hell.

I do feel a little better but yesterday is still fucking me up. I just gotta man up about it. I got out of the shower this morning and felt really weird about my body in a way that I haven’t really felt since I was like 12? I’ve got more hair now and I haven’t really paid attention to my hair growth but honestly it just doesn’t make me feel good like how guys at my school rip off their shirts in the locker room to go fucking insane over how ripped and cool they look. Does that even make sense? I don’t know. Is something wrong with me? Maybe. I don’t fucking know. Is it normal to want to vomit when looking at yourself in the mirror?

Fuck it. I’ll start shaving if it’s that bad.