again

Noah’s disappeared. Both Tyler and Johnny went over to his house and his parents are unresponsive. The police is involved. It’s happening again. Everything’s happening again. I asked both of them about the messages they sent to Noah and what was on his blog. Johnny said those aren’t his. Tyler said the opposite. Both of them aren’t all there. Just like I am.

I get close to someone and someone they like disappears. I’m just a replacement. I take their place.

Don’t be dead. Don’t be dead. It’s my fault come back.

I’ll leave your friends alone. You can spit at me

call me names

beat me to a pulp

just don’t leave your friends behind

i’ll disappear in your place goddammit

you’d understand if you saw their haunted fucking expressions you selfish cunt

if anybody should disappear it should be me

nobody deserves to have their friend disappear

especially when they cared so much about you.

especially when they care more about you than me

because all i am is just a replacement.

there’s something that bothers me though. there’s so much less coverage of this than there ever was for mike. where is everybody?

where did everybody go?